16*06*2011

hi again.... have caught a cold... or might be the other way instead ....the cold has caught me......... cold n fever in summers are worse than in winters ....its hard to resist cold coffee with ice cream or not to sit in front of the coolers in summers ...... besides something is worrying me .... i dont know what it is exactly ..... either the fact that my pseudoproject is not progressing enough...... or my sleep pattern has been messed up so much that i cant sleep at night .....or perhaps i find something wrong with my eyes due to continuous staring at my lappy screen.....or in one of my dreams WIndies won the world cup .....though that hardly is going to bother anyone seeing the current Carribean cricket ......


Akshat the tapey guy returned from Russia.... i got a molten Snickers manufactured in Russia.... and a mail from Astronomy Club regarding the Lunar Eclipse..... my careless mouth let slip a question in front of him which had its consequences..... i had to listen to "what causes a lunar eclipse" and keep nodding and say yes-es as he rambled of refraction of light and moon becoming red...........later UTube showed it live....the next Lunar Eclipse which could be seen from India in 2018.....i m not xcited for it....


Climate becoming terribly damp..... it rains in the night and the rest of day w keep wiping our sweat drops..... the clouds messed up with the eclipse..... Astro people would not be glad....people have been calling the entire summer and asking "Kanpur me garmi kaisa hai?" ... i get tempted to say -" acha hai....aapko bahut yaad karta hai"..... 


People continue posting pictures of their intern places and statuses of their first salary... i think i might have to take screenshots of CS games and UTube videos and my pictures outside the Swimming pool and ShopC.... to make it even...you know....to show how my summers are going on....


Pranav the Motu, Dolu the weird one and Mucchad the one who must not be touched back to home rendering the wing more vaccant.... these days people are having a new hobby.... making complete absurd groups on Fbook and adding people.... Watching Two and a half men - Season 5 ...... 


if you are bored at net you might like to see these sites :


http://www.nationalgeographic.co.in/ 
http://www.the-top-tens.com


Listening to Deep Purple.... Smoke on the water, Hush is awesome....Watched Tanu weds Manu.... not bad at all....Men in Black....Will Smith is cool....although i fail to understand why the aliens are so intrested in destroying Earth in half of the US movies.......

12 June 2011

Well i was not going to write another blog for at least 5 days since the  last the last one, but i saw a pitcher full of chocolate shake in my dream and i dont remember exactly but i suppose i was almost trying to put my head and neck in it and i really wanted to write it down......


X men: First Class is here ...heard its really good.... before watching it... i hv considered revising previous ones.... Done with X men:Origins..... i dont think if i would desire for some superpower i would really want a pair of claws....even admantium wont tempt me that far....maybe invisibility or something like that would be cool.....


Pseudoproject on Artificial Neural Networks really slow....slow like snails, slow like continental drift ,....that metaphor is from Two and a half men..... done with three seasons..... Reminds me of Three men in a Boat by Jerome K Jerome.....three mindless creatures going on holiday..... though the author does not consider himself as stupid like the other 2... at times after continuous Tv series and Cs and movies and occasional blogging and lots of facebooking i feel i am wasting my time....and so i go to sleep....which reminds me that my sleep pattern has immensely changed.... i might well be nocturnal now.... missing breakfast....there is nothing to complain about...k....but missing lunch continuously ..... its not uncommon when i have the first meal of the day at 6:30 .....evening.....unless you count as the 2 o'clock night snack as the literally first day meal.....of course...


Under the Bridge, Snow, Cant Stop,Scar Tissue  by Red Hot Chilli Peppers are awesome..... i wonder why earlier i had only heard Californication.... RHCP is awesome....i wonder what might make them think such name for a music band.....but "What's in a name? That which we call a rose......" ......you know the rest of it.... 


Money shortage going on..... thanx to mess food ....that we hardly care to enter it....anyone willing to give a treat....pls mail me ASAP..... mankey365@gmail.com...wont mind a call either...
My new mid room is great....no one bothers me as the room is at the end of the corridor....so lots of Peace.....only  bad thing is cant get players for CS.....


Rained super hard last night.... at times it looks touching.... mid night...rain beating down hard....wind blowing hard spraying cold water against the face....few yellow lights making the water droplets shine ....the reflected lights in the water pools.... no human activity outside....just solitude.... you might as well wish to have a nice gf and go for a walk in the rain.... or to play football if you have been in IIT for quite some time and know that a gf is out of question.....it lasts only for few hours...then all you want is to get rid of the humidity..... 

Life is simple

Firstly the most important thing that has occured in these summers to me.... finally got shifted to a room in the mid from top ...... which might not appear of much importance....BUT living at the top floor ....the heat raises the energy of the system .... and you literally become an unstable system and start oscillating about your bed with increasing amplitude and frustation...... and you rather want to 'leave' than 'live'..... 


Trying to swim like a fish these days.....already hv taken in lots of chlorine water till yet..... i can float on my back now..... still need to try opening my eyes and control my rudders since i go in circular loops while floating without the slight realization of turns and twists......
Saw Kungfu Panda 2 recently .....and then since then my heart has been craving for inner peace..... it can do wonders i suppose.....mayb vl help with my grades...!!.....Also read a Sidney Sheldon's The Sands Of Time....nothing to do with Prince of Persia please....i hv already faced that question twice......Also watched Pyaar ka Punchnaama.....another awesome movie.......


The Hall mess treating us like inhabitants of hell..... curses and swearing so common everywere by each man who dares put a morsel in his humble mortal mouth .....frustated ...a few of us planned an attack on a foreign mess so rich in food that even the skies water at the mention of its food.......we even missed our noon meal...... and then to swim and a run...... imagine the deep heat of our hunger.....burning each element of our earthly body..... i tell you if life ever had glorious and inspiring music like that in The Lord of The Rings as the soldiers approached their enemies......then it had to be this moment when 7 of us...hungry like wolves or hogs....entering the foreign hall.... uncaring of anything which stands in our way......and so we ate and ate....like an entire infantry......till the mess people were eyeing us.....annoyed and their unspoken words directed at eyes-"have some shame and eat not like you shalth never eat ever on earth".....though they might not have thought so much in Shakespearian........what a meal it was.....and out we went laughing.... like some Hollywood star and his crew just flawed the enemy's attck or perhaps stole some expensive car....man....it needed some background music i say.....!!


Enough of food....life pretty good here....Artificial Neural Networks still being dragged slowly.....i wonder if really we can predict any crude oil price or stocks of  companies some day from now...... Ramdev Baba putting a brave stand before the government..... a few of the leaders really have no shame....Digvijay Singh one of them..... Kapil Sibbal.... they resemble the neta of Rang De Basanti..."we dont give a damn shit about this country"................."all we want is to prove ourselves correct and no matter what happens if we say black is white then indeed black is white ".....Sonia Gandhi- vl we have learnt a lot of things about her and her son.....facebook videos and notes being shared ....revealing few parts of their properties through Russian Intelligence Agency KGB and some German magazines......and how she faked her not taking the Indian PM post...when she really wanted it but was not qualified for it by some Super Intelligent Law of the constituion.......Have some shame all of you..... 


 Anshul the budhao aka uncle super instigated by these current events..... and becomes hyper active in sharing anti congress stuff on fb ....Listening Breaking Benjamin -"The Diary of Jane", "breathe" ...."So cold"......My laptop breathing with difficulty ...but thats perfectly okay.....Dell....i wonder why they are so famous..!!.....in 1 year the battery is screwed, the charger needs replacement or the hard disk might crash twice.....if you are out of luck you might need a motherboard replacement..... i believe i am lucky just enough to escape all these ...just for an year.... and right when my warranty period expires....lo ....here goes your battery, motherboard , charger, ....and not to mention the heating......you might think why you did not reconsider buying an electric heater in place of the laptop...... 

Zzzzzzzzz zzzzzzz  i think i might take a nap.....bye .......

Leisure ... ... ...

Nearly 25 days hv passd since my end sems..... summers passin quite easy... no pressure of anythg...... jus surfing sites,reading crap, playing games..... and at times reading serious lookin pdfs of artificial neural networks to convince myself that i am doing somethg useful..... yes also trying myself in swimming....hardly any progress.... all i cn do is float on the surface fr some 20 seconds in a single breathe..... i even hv time to read interview of Force India's Paul de Riesta or check IMDB page on wiki.... grt movies coming during these days... Pirates 4, Kungfu P 2, The Hangover 2 already...... yet to see ...... X men, Cars 2, Super 8 approaching fast.... seems i hv to do lots of homework ! .... ....


Tryin shootin people n aliens also ....Half Life n CS .... we even tried playing CS against some other wing .... only tried ....they actually opened our heads in matters of seconds..... things became grave wen some1 even suceeded in stabbing one of us wid a knife from back....now in a CS match thats serious insult.....!!...


People keep postin pics of their intern n training on fb.... n people keep askin -what r u doing in these summers? ...Wat am i doing?...huh....enjoying snowfall in Knpur obviously....wat else do we here.... even my project is pseudo.....perhaps semipseudo project.... i think i m scared of spiders... this horrible arachnid keeps on haunting my room walls.... i cn see spiders crawling on the ceiling with one eye closed while trying to sleep..... at times i even get horrific thoughts like...wat if this spider is disabled or has some funny disease like Spider's polio and it cnt keep itself stable up there n it falls on my back.... n the nasty creature walks on me making my hair stand and me jumping up half scared and half frustated..... trying to throw anythg which touches me off me...... bt obviously the world cant function smooth if  all the terrible things we imagine come true.......


Akon has sung a hindi song for Ra one movie and its awesome.....  vl not as awesome as Apologise or All the right moves by One Republic..... bt wat is awesome is awesome......Sri Lanka lost the 1st teast which might not be much awe you know that the 3rd innings of the match started an hr bfore tea of the last day...... n out they were all for perhaps 82.... anyways  who gives a damn about test these days...... i watches some of english second innings and by the end of half hour i was craving for a boundary..... neither Herath Rangana was at all intrested in bowling at the stump nor Trott cared to drive a ball outside off stump.... i cd not believe how the run rate was still above 3..... 


i wish watermelons had just one seed..... you might understand that seeds irritate so we want them  minimal mayb none.... but do you wonder why exactly did i not wish for seedless melons?...vl if melons wd b seed how exactly are more melon plants going to be planted...!!..now thats somethg an outcome of 'Leisured' thinking.....

Summers @ IIT K Campus

Long time.......bck to blogs.....no acads no quizzes......still feeling the heat.....if u evr had been to Ranchi u wd probably think i m mad to leave my hometown to spend my summers in Kanpur..... its nice n windy there ...it rains frequently to keep the mercury under check.....and i dont have to live on the topmost floor.....anyways cant complain much....The Mighty Gods have not sent me to Sahara yet.....


I am not sure wat exactly i am doing at the IIT right now.....some people are doing projects....some are involved in sports....some in club stuff like robotics,etc......i dnt think i m doing a project...as i wd hv started reading something if i were.....i am definitly not involved in clubs....Lets say i am living life a bit......does nt feel cool grt saying i am doing nothing........playing CS, watching movies, some athletics n deep breathing during evening with my feet on lightly wet grass as wind blows across my face wiping my sweat....this is the best part of the day....i cn relax and be idle and watch people (no wrong intentions please)...watch small kids doing funny taekwando .....and my legs good....i feel strong and muscles seem so energetic.....Only bad thing that happened in the ground is that someone ate my newly bought Glucose pack.....in 1 day its nearly half gone....bt i can live with that!!......


Wen i returned to the campus....i could not even sleep....room feels like a tandoor.....its really hot here....hotter than Cheerleaders!!.....high temp n humidity.....i try to lie down....bt the bed so warm.....made me jump up n switch my position....or i would be sprinkling water on the bed....or go and wash my head......in an hour i have done all and yet to droop my eyelids....I m blessed there were no mosqitoes....Mosqi bhais if present in such unhuman conditions can drive you to run back to the station and catch the first return train.....bt situations have certainly improved since then.....now i can concentrate on my gun n track the Counter Terrorists the entire night.....without wiping my face all the time.....i wonder wat would have happened if CS wud hv been made by the Al Qayda people...perhaps besides planting the bomb the target wd hv been to make terror videos n send it to other countries or marry lots of women with black dementor like hoods n increment your players in the game....!!....


Watched some grt movies in last few days.....Flags of our Fathers-about some heroes of Vietnamese war....i learned a new word in the movie-corpseman -its not a superman or batman type thing.....still it saves lives.......other movies Rescuing Dawn, SpyGame, Aanand an hindi oldie goldie....revised Pirates series n Bourne Identity.....35-40 movies still occupy lots of Harddisk....hv to quickly finish them off!!....On stranger tides does not seem to be grossing much money as the prev three parts.....yet i am keen to watch Sparrow sail on his ship.....besides i find Penelope quite cute....


Mumbai Indians sent down to third in the points table....thnx to some idiotic batting performances.....KKR fans finally can cheer after 3 disappointing years.....first time they would play a semis match....MI for the second time...RCB for the third time.....n the bastards CSK for the fourth time.....last day of league matches......today CSK vs RCB.....n MI vs KKR.....Sachin's orange cup gone.....i wonder if some years later would name it SACHIN cap in his honour....i would like that...!!...


No more Dear....No more complications.....besides the Spi-Cpi thing is taking a toll on me.....i didnt know before coming to college that they would annoy so much.....trying to learn some HTML.....i like the symbols '<' and '>' ....they look coool!!.....and i love 'marquee'...(thats not a girls name pls).......Went to library few times to study something useful.....got my first book issued at IIT K after 4 sems....finally....it was an Artificial Neural Networks Book ....the lucky one..!!....Someone get the Champagne.....!!....i didnt read it of course....it had funny equations...!!...After some visits n discussions with my deptmnt friend i came to the conclusion that ANN are cool and i should study them nex time!!.....read Three Men In a Boat by Jerome K Jerome....the author's writing style and tone has definitely made a deep impact on mine.....

Monotonicity

Days hv become so unhappening.....people all around dating their books and pdfs......visiting library.....attending classes.....my day normally starts at 11 or 12.....when i meet people returning from classes waving to me as i brush..!!......


Feeling the heat of the MTH department of IIT K.....compared to it The Great Kanpur Summer stands nowhere......Ominous things keep tumbling into my mind regard exams......scary things.....!!...After every Logic class my heart says its time to declare emergency.....as Comlpleteness, compactness and skewness echoes in my dazed head.......You never know in IIT K when things actually slip out of your grip..slowly by slowly....."bas aaj class nai ja rhe hain....kal cover kr lenge....." or "weekend aa rha hai....is weekend pe ye ye sab pad lenge.....thoda ye bi dekh lenge n iska ye assignment nipta lenge.." and on weekend your mind wanders in strange lands as you peacefully enjoy one of sweetest gifts of God- sleep or you wander in combat mode in n enemy territories in Call of Duty....!!


IPL the mega cricket fest......MI beat Pune...!!......I wnt mind if Sachin scores a ton in each match n MIndians lose each match...!!...Preferably if he goes not out each time too...!!...
Though i dnt like T 20.......wenever i try to study...my lappy automatically opens webcric.com and tunes to live streaming of blistering sixes n fours accompanied with timely wickets fallin......funny thg this time that even KKR is winning.......i dnt know wat Ganguly wud be thinkin..!!....


Summers causin my canteen bill to increment rapidly......an ice cream a day keeps money away...!!...
After a couple of days of not quarreling with dear...back on track.....Again i upset her.....i wonder why do i have to apologise every time...!!...vl definitely think over that after exams...!!....i have been accused of not caring and being deceptive in showing care......!!... ignored her....had to study....!!...She Became redder it seems....!!....Surprisingly she cooled quickly n we reconciled to our friendly relation...!!...


Wednesday 20*04*2011 golden day fr me....spent my longest ever time in the lib.....next record on target...To get my first book issued from lib.....!!...Feels gud wen u return frm the lib at 11 30pm like othr studious people...!!....

The End Sem Returns

One and the only thg i like abt the time near end sems : Classes are less and there lots of holidays.....nt that i wd hv attended them in case there were classes...bt at least i dnt feel guilty of sittin all the time at room missin classses..!!.....Startin to study bit by bit....even goin to lib at times.....


The last visit did nt come out to b effective though.....I n Vyas felt sleepy all the time...besides i hv this weird habit of feelin hungry wenevr i study.....in 3 hours i we ate at the canteen, slept , strolled , discussed who reads all these books...!!...Aftr Vyas surrendered to his drooping eyelids i took the responsibilty on my shoulders and nearly solved one whole problem from the assignment...with solution copied earlier from some1 in front of me...!!...


Suddenly i had this scholarly idea of .surveying the books.....i strolled through the game programming scenes to the literature secn where I found a Shakespearean work i had read in past-Julius caesar.......The Force of the Universe(ref-Star Wars)  caused me to reach fr it and go through a Flavius-Marullus-Cobbler conversation........I proceeded.....I made a mental note of reading A Passage to India someday.......strollin more....even found a Bhojpuri book written by some learned Proff......i wonder why i cared to see that....!!...


Mumbai Indians lost their last match againstt Kochi Tuskers.....It broke my heart...esp after Sachin scored his maiden IPL century......I dnt like Jayawardhane since my school days.....he irritates the way he plays almost every ball either square or behind the wicket and still manages to score quickly....!!...


I forgot to mention in my earlier blogs abt some peculiar dreams i had....in fact i hv been dreamin weird things these days and of course nights...!....there ws a dream in which i ws smokin a cigarette....u might wonder wats weird in smokin?....bt hv u seen a cigarette with a green flame..!!??....i wish i cd rewind and play that dream again....bt perhaps my dreams dnt seem to support that technology right now...!!...There ws anothr dream abt...even stranger.....i hv nt told abt this to any1....I m nt sure whom i ws talkin to bt he had a big beard-white.....and he rode horse.....i think it was Gandalf.....n in d dream some1 stole somethg frm me.....n he told me some funny place names.....like in the LOTR movie map.....and i ran to places....and there was funny switichin of time....meaning....the dream involoved a lemonade shop and some shopkeeper makin fun of me....i dnt remember much bt xcept that it ws nt a bad dream.....
I wonder if its anythg related to seein too much of movies....i dnt think so...bcos i hv nt seen LOTR lately.....if at all it shd be related i shd be seein perhaps boxing dreams or mayb animated ones.....animated dreams wd be supernice.... wish i cd install it....!


Talked lots to Dear aftr lots of quarreling and lots of apologising.....it makes me bit easy at heart...listening  Three Doors Down these days.....Kryptonite....Behind those eyes....Loser....Landing in London.....